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The missing scale has been found! YAY! At the apartment! BOO! Not before I went and bought another one. YAY?! :rolleyes: LOL so now I will be getting my old one back & get the new improved model tomorrow. BOO! But Mom had already gotten my niece the exact same scale for her birthday, so I will...

The Bad It's a good thing I took the time to do an equipment inventory last night. I realized that I do not have my digital scale at mom's house. It is necessary to make my soaps correctly. I feel like and idiot for forgetting it. I am glad that the way I make my soap (Hot process) is the...

Making sure I have everything situated to do the restock & create new soaps is driving me batty! Plus on top of that I have the deadline of getting everything ready for the next event is totally nerve wracking! But I have done it before, with my right hand in a sling from bad tennis elbow...

She's actually Dexus' cat, I got her for his 8th birthday. She was with her male litter mate. The shelter named them Jessie & James. For the old time western bank robber/gunslinger. Not the Pokemon villains. LOL She dropped alot of weight just when Dexus went into the Navy, dropping from 15 to...

I bootlegged the entire series so far. Some parts of it was good and others way bad. Especially the flakey story lines they have the women going through.

I just finished bingeing your blog. I am sorry for your loss & commiserate your pain. My furbaby, Jessicat is going to be 15 in March and I worry about her everyday

Phase One Pack out: The uncomfortable-ness continues. I do not drive so I asked my mom to drive me over to the apartment to get my stuff. So as I was packing up she was talking to Angela & keeping her 'distracted'. I wanted to get this as quickly done as possible. While I was able to get my...

I hope everyone did their civil duty and VOTED (in the US, of course)! I worked the election here in NY for a total of 14 hrs & 15 minutes. I AM EXHAUSTED!! I texted Angela today & informed her that I would like to come over to get my stuff on Saturday. Even though it's JR's apartment. So at...

Of course we did! And I announced us the winners of the non existent costume contest too! And thanks for the support Binks.

A silly realization Some people think that cats aren't affectionate. I beg to differ. My 14 yr old Bombay/American Shortair mix Jessicat has been glued to my side during this trying time. She will follow me around the house purring while I try to carve space out of an already too full house. I...

JR, Dexus & I had fun last night. JR & I dressed in costume as Jessie & James of Team rocket. We crashed the local karaoke place, being the only 2 in costume, but we didn't care. I am friends with the owner and she said next year there will be an costume party. Even though Angela said she...

I have been having alot PTSD episodes recently. My worst was last night. JR and I went and had a nooky hooky day. It was amazing until he went into the bathroom. Suddenly I hear a phone conversation in what I thought was Spanish. And I swore that it was JR. I didn't have my glasses on & did not...

Blessed Samhain everyone! Or Halloween for you non-pagan peoples. I hope your day is full of happy kids and is uneventful otherwise. Today is shifting of odds & ends out my new soaping area in the basement. I have already begun to visualize were everything needs to go. I am feeling positive...

Lunch date with JR today. ;) Semi-daily phone conversation with Dexus. His new package delivery job, of less than 2 wks, partner tried to give him a bad review & fired. Upper management knew better and he got moved to a new route. Step 1 Complete! Space for my business has been cleared in the...

Feeling Down Today would have been my dad's 83rd birthday. He passed from Alzheimer's in June of 2013. I miss him so much cause he was my shoulder to cry on. He also was the person I went to for advice. JR & him would have been fast friends. They have the same sense of humor and goofy attitude...

Had a lunch date with JR this afternoon. We finalized Halloween party plans for this Saturday in which I have still invited Angela to go to. She has adamantly refused. Stating that she doesn't remember any of the conversations during the summer about it, which were many. Just another tick on the...

Things continue to deteriorate Last night, Angela has demanded that I remove my business supplies from their extra room, due to her mother needing assistance in the near future. While I feel it's just an excuse to cut me out of her life further. I understand the reasoning for it. Unfortunately...

I feel drained, hollowed out to a point. I came into my relationship as a friend and a equal. But in the end I realize that Angela did not see me that way. She saw me as a quick fix/or a sex toy, to be used and discarded as she wanted. And when I refused to bow to her demands & fell in love with...

Update: The finale Things have not gotten any better with Angela. She refuses to go to couples counseling with JR. So there is no way to repair anything. She has just decided that almost the entire year, never happened. She still refuses to talk to me at all. I am hurt and crushed that this has...

I spoke with JR today about the possibility of going to couples counseling with Angela. He said he would broach it with Angela. Now it's all in their court now.