AutumnLeaves
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Dragging ass this morning. I ate a lot of dairy yesterday, which was a bad move, or so my intestines are telling me. I'm feeling fat (because of extensive overeating lately and being on the high end of my typical weight spectrum) and gross (because of dairy). I also didn't sleep very well. I had things to do today, and I haven't been sleeping very well because of depression.
I realized this morning that I haven't had sex in like a week. If I needed any further proof that I'm having some depression issues, the complete tanking of my sex drive should clue me in to that right away.
In good news, I'm going to be planing my Deadlands game in a minute here, and if I get that done before we have to leave, I'm going to do some writing. That means several hours of sitting in front of my sunlight lamp, which will hopefully help cheer me up. I got to cuddle with Guitarist this morning, which also cheered me up. I actually had a good day yesterday despite how I dreaded it on Friday night. And tonight, I get to spend doing things I enjoy with Guitarist and my friends. So I'm hoping this will be a good start to the week and things will keep going with positive momentum.
I realized this morning that I haven't had sex in like a week. If I needed any further proof that I'm having some depression issues, the complete tanking of my sex drive should clue me in to that right away.
In good news, I'm going to be planing my Deadlands game in a minute here, and if I get that done before we have to leave, I'm going to do some writing. That means several hours of sitting in front of my sunlight lamp, which will hopefully help cheer me up. I got to cuddle with Guitarist this morning, which also cheered me up. I actually had a good day yesterday despite how I dreaded it on Friday night. And tonight, I get to spend doing things I enjoy with Guitarist and my friends. So I'm hoping this will be a good start to the week and things will keep going with positive momentum.