My subconscious mind is manifesting a type of poly that I don't know what to make of

[anonymousb]

My dreams, day dreams, whatever it's called when I zone out while listening to music, have me with multiple people with offspring from me, all together in harmony raising them, while thinking of me as a "deadbeat," but not. This has been a thing coming into two months now. What does this represent? Is this a projection of my inclinations towards obsession with intimacy (ala "***********" starts with nymp, ends with a man word), that I have suppressed for so long?

 

[kdt26417]

Hi anonymousb,

It sounds like you are having sleeping/waking dreams about polyamory, you should listen to your heart and pursue those things. Polyamory isn't for the faint of heart, it is hard work but it is worth it.

Regards,
Kevin T.

 

[FeralGeek]

Fantasies, while often safely ignored, can often be rooted in actual, deep-seated desire. Maybe it’s something you want to see in your life, maybe it’s just a fun thought.

If you want your life to look a certain way, make moves to change it so that it more aligns with your desires. If you’re content with how things are, mayhaps this can remain a fantasy.

Up to you, either way.

 

[Magdlyn]

My dreams, day dreams, whatever it's called when I zone out while listening to music, have me with multiple people with offspring from me, all together in harmony raising them, while thinking of me as a "deadbeat," but not. This has been a thing coming into two months now. What does this represent? Is this a projection of my inclinations towards obsession with intimacy (ala "***********" starts with nymp, ends with a man word), that I have suppressed for so long?

Nymphomania?

 

[YesThisIsDog242]

My dreams, day dreams, whatever it's called when I zone out while listening to music, have me with multiple people with offspring from me, all together in harmony raising them, while thinking of me as a "deadbeat," but not. This has been a thing coming into two months now. What does this represent? Is this a projection of my inclinations towards obsession with intimacy (ala "***********" starts with nymp, ends with a man word), that I have suppressed for so long?

The deadbeat part stood out to me. Do you consider yourself a deadbeat currently?