Magdlyn... thank you so much. I will check out the books. I'm trying hard to slow my brain down and think with the correct head. I haven't said anything to Navy about these new feelings I have for him. I want to make sure they are real first (and even more important see if I can figure out if he was at all interested in exploring anything anyways). Whether these feelings are genuine or not...it's been a lot of fun thus far just to experience all these new emotions. It's quite exhilarating!!!
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Threesomes
- Thread starter jdicky700
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Well.... a few days have gone by since I last posted in this thread. My feelings for Navy have simmered down...so I've very glad I didn't act on anything impulsively. I do believe at this point that I had (and still do to some degree) a boat load of emotions just boiling around in my brain.
I still feel something different towards Navy...but I can't quite peg it. I'll have to chew on the feeling for a while but I don't believe it to be a physical attraction like I thought it was last week. I'm even wondering if it's a good feeling. Not sure.
I also have had the pendulum swing the other way a little bit...I've been feeling some jealously although I don't think Stella (my wife) has done anything wrong. It's more of an adjustment still mentally for me. She has been nicer, more emotionally connected, doing the little things (a cute text, a random I love you), etc etc. Things she quit doing a long time ago. Just hard sometimes when she might send me a cute meme and I know she sent it to him also (I've seen it happen when I'm with him). Sometimes I feel like I've lost some of that individual relationship stuff. Does that make sense?
The bigger thing in all this is the realization that I am nowhere near ready for a threesome!!! What was I thinking!!!! I have so many mixed up emotions inside!!! Why the hell would I add this into the mix!!! Thank the gods that I didn't push the issue with anyone or try to initiate anything myself. Damn...that could have been really bad!!!
I still feel something different towards Navy...but I can't quite peg it. I'll have to chew on the feeling for a while but I don't believe it to be a physical attraction like I thought it was last week. I'm even wondering if it's a good feeling. Not sure.
I also have had the pendulum swing the other way a little bit...I've been feeling some jealously although I don't think Stella (my wife) has done anything wrong. It's more of an adjustment still mentally for me. She has been nicer, more emotionally connected, doing the little things (a cute text, a random I love you), etc etc. Things she quit doing a long time ago. Just hard sometimes when she might send me a cute meme and I know she sent it to him also (I've seen it happen when I'm with him). Sometimes I feel like I've lost some of that individual relationship stuff. Does that make sense?
The bigger thing in all this is the realization that I am nowhere near ready for a threesome!!! What was I thinking!!!! I have so many mixed up emotions inside!!! Why the hell would I add this into the mix!!! Thank the gods that I didn't push the issue with anyone or try to initiate anything myself. Damn...that could have been really bad!!!
Continue to take it slow. Read poly hell. You could be mourning the loss of hegemony. You used to have Stella all to yourself and now you do not. It's a change.
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