Sorry for the late reply but we were on vacation last week. I am sorry you are struggling. I can tell you it does get easier and sometimes even enjoyable to be a part of the poly lifestyle. I am very giving too, so enabling my man to be fully and completely happy pursuing the things he wants out of life is rewarding. However, I'm not to the point that I don't still wish for monogamy. Distraction doesn't work for me. I need reassurance, validation of my feelings and attention from my partner to get to the warm and fuzzy place.
I'm happy to share further if you have more questions or just want to unload your feelings.
I'm happy to share further if you have more questions or just want to unload your feelings.