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    First time

    Age One of the challenges i have with likening older men is that there is an age difference. I'm up and down when I try to talk and I appreciate feedback because it helps me stay the course. Thanks.
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    First time

    Relationship It is mine but we have been together before without my first/ex husband knowing. This time my new husband is ok with it but doesn't want to be involved. They are friends. My husband now is my age, injured and yet wonderful and we are happy to be together and he is happy with me but...
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    First time

    Did that That's what I did I took a break then talked to him about it, I don't want to ruin it and sabotage, but sometimes i come across as negative. I want him to focus and offer something.
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    First time

    Well I came to see a friend, an older man, he has been the love of my life since I was a teenager and he was my age back then. I travelled across the country for 2 weeks and the first night was incredibly amazing. Second night too. Third night also and then I started to realize he isn't ready...
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    Broken Heart As Expected

    I'm sending you a PM and I will discuss this all with him when we are alone. We haven't been alone much.
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    Your comment was empowering, I needed to read all of it. I miscommunicate things sometimes, I...

    Your comment was empowering, I needed to read all of it. I miscommunicate things sometimes, I appreciate you helping me see more clearly and set a new bar.
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    Broken Heart As Expected

    replying I'm more of a feelings person, and when communicating in a new world with a new topic like polyamory there's a lot to learn. I tried to get my actual feelings out without telling every detail and address and phone number, so that it could be related to. I know rules are important, I'm...
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    Broken Heart As Expected

    more specific Ya she knows he loves me, I just think it's ultimately her decision because she's his wife and that she won't want him to be with me. I was trying to keep the post simple with less details. We have had some semi alone time the other day doing a project but I think he is more open...
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    Broken Heart As Expected

    I'm still new here and I guess I need advice and support and there's no one here in my life to get it from. He's older and has everything I want from man and my husband is in support and we have gotten closer, we spent some time today and when I got home I just felt myself sink into a lonely and...
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    New to Poly... Sorta

    Love this That's so true, I love it and I needed to be reminded of it. I actually used the 100% thing with my son once haha. I should re assess my standards. We absolutely make time outside partying, I go over there and have tea and he tries to get time alone to walk together to and from...
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    better place for this story???

    Love This is already a very stable and pure emotional connection. We were friends first and he has taken it slow. Very intimate and emotional. Trust. Respect. I wouldn't choose anyone else. I'm appreciative of your concern:) It means a lot. I have had trouble with older men before. This one man...
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    better place for this story???

    I agree, age doesn't matter in my reality but judgement can feel kind of harsh. This is also an opportunity to learn as he has been poly before and had it work out and not work out. I'm with someone honest and loyal and even if it doesn't go further I am still practicing good communication and...
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    better place for this story???

    what message? Just wondering what private message you're referring to? Thanks:) It's nice to have encouragement. My family has been a bit judgemental even about my husband being that he has a broken back and learning disability and can't work many jobs, as he's limited physically and mentally...
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    better place for this story???

    So far I like what I've gotten so far privately and yore the only one posting replies so I'll the others. We have a party coming up at a Mansion and I feel something coming on. I love his world. ❤️ Even just what we've experienced so far has strengthened my relationship with my husband. But...
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    New to Poly... Sorta

    Update He texted that it made him happy that he appeared in my dream with an erection and if dreams were real we would want for not. I am seeing him soon but we are always partying. It has its benefits and its setbacks. I love my husband too but his back issues and stuff get in our way...
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