Recent content by SealingTheDay

Hi Magdlyn, I understand and appreciate that. It's why I'm also so disheartened by it. There have been occasions where it's been close to that feeling of an FFM dynamic, outside of any sexual connotation, more of support and happiness as a group-package thing, even if just close friends...

Thanks, Kevin. It's nice to be able to vent, at least, and feel that someone may understand the difficulty & frustration in it. I think it doesn't help that I don't really have a poly or generally open community/support system around me. I am either too late in the day, late 30s, and people are...

Generally, I tend to be quite real, open and honest in life, even with those with differing mindsets because, tbh, I don't have the energy to put up a facade and "play the game" etc., nor do I feel it's right. However, being a generic more-or-less inexperienced straightish male (not fazed by...

Yeah unfortunately it didn't transpire and I think im still misunderstood. Finding it hard not to revert back to masking and being closed off. Reqlly need to find my community of people who understand and appreciate me in it's entirety 😔 fingers crossed. Off we go!

Thank you! Yeah, don't worry think our weather is synced up atm. Wish the summer would hurry up. XD Bit of an existential crisis day today, with a heap of panic over me being me and accepted by the people around me. Unfortunately, I don't know any poly peeps, and never have, as far as I'm...

Yeah, I might have overcooked it already, with managing potential misunderstandings, second-guessing myself from the intense emotions. -.-

Oh no, there isn't anything currently established yet. It may be simply a FWB situation, it may turn into more, or it may fizzle out along with the NRE, due to overthinking and over-communicating, if that's possible. It feels like considering and voicing different potentials for hurt or...

Hi from the sunny south west of the country. Love being down here just having to find my feet again and follow the old meat pump. Late 30s now and hadn't even considered emn a possibility until a few years ago.. seemed to have missed the memo spending my youth writing off my own thoughts and...

Hi! I'm Nate from the Southwest of Great Britain. I'm starting out on my journey with the best of intentions and lots of love to give. Unfortunately, it feels like, in true ADHD fashion, it comes out in energy-filled intense bursts, then I'm full of regret and overthinking. I recently had...