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So I did it and it went differently than I expected she didn't go off she just kinda sat and listened but I did go deeper in her phone and well she was seeing more people but the funny part is the one I thought is just an online friend. I told her how I feel and showed her my journals and I...

12 23 2020 Another great start i woke up with you in my arms just you nothing between us I love that it makes me feel so close to you and I know you never liked it and probably do it for my benefit thank you. Then I'm at work just gushing over last night and youbsend me a little reminder...

I guess I always have been a mono poly person possibly swinger but more like I like the thrill of the cheat so that don't really count. All through high school the girls I "loved" were always actually more into women but treated me good and would date other people men or women but I wouldn't...

I read the page last night and it hits all the points dead on I just wish I had the courage to show it to her so she could see where I'm at and what I feel. But I fear that she would take it as she's doing something wrong and she's not she is just happy with her new love and learning to balance...

12 22 2020 Another great start to a good day I woke up with you in my arms stayed there a little longer than I should have but you are always worth it. Worked out and went to take the kid to her moms but her damn dog goes running in our room and then I get mad and make it worse sorry for...

And lost is one way to put it but to me its more like wading through a marsh waiting for something to reach up and drag me down.

Feed nack is always welcome but the point of this is more or less an exercise in expressing my self and my emotions to keep this emotions in check instead of just bottling it up till it blows up all over my marriage. Thank you for the link I will look into it

12 21 2020 Today was a good day I woke up with you in my arms it was great. Got up worked out showered and had 5 mins to lay with you before I had to go. Even had a good day at work the boss let me use his high dollar printer to print the photos we needed to make xmas gifts. We had a...

I agree with evie. Love is love find people that bring you joy and make you feel like you are the king of the world.

Dear love. If you ever find this please don't be hurt this is me just venting my over inflated fears and feelings. I know I leave out the crap I do. I'm sure me texting all the time and leaving you notes doesn't feel real to you but it is I do it because I love everything about you even the...

she does because shes fucking awesome but im a little broken and dont do well cause i try to avoid hurting her when we speak because when we were a little younger we would get toxic af if things didnt go our way then just feed off eachother saying those things we really didnt mean or had pop...

married 13 years, my entire dating carrer was that way i would date women who also dated other people but when i would step out i would feel super guilty and hide it,even though i would litteraly tell them including her date who you want fuck who you want just tell me who what where and when i...

So recently I learned my wife of over 10 years has been playing online with other people it shouldn't bother me but it does because I didn't know about it and wish she would direct some of that to me but also it feels like she was hiding it. My fault for not going yea those are the toys...

I gotta say thank you all for being kind and supportive it did help me today when the little green eyed monster started showing his head again trust has never been an issue in our relationship and I shouldn't let it become one because I was looking somewhere I shouldn't have been. Now the fun...

I like your thoughts and you are right I owe her an apology for looking beyond what she was offering and I need to just settle down. Honestly probably just need to try dating other people my self so I can have a better understanding of her side of things as well.

Very insightful thank you.

did have permission she passed me the phone, yes i have a green eyed monster inside me but thats a me problem not a her problem , men or women are fine as long as we are being open and honest. i think im projecting my insecurities here and was more looking for someone to put me in my place so...

Thank you think I just need a quick kick in the ass. i doubt it will change your thoughts but if the people she dates are women would you still say the same things

I'm new here so ill be quick. I've always told my wife she could date other people all I want is honesty about who they are and how they feel about each other which to me seem like reasonable requests but it seems like whenever I try to discuss these things it upsets her and now it seems as...