Hello to anyone reading this. I am new to this page.
As far as my life path goes, I always knew I was different. I love differently from most people. I have failed time and time again in my relationships. I wasn't my full self. I always felt like something was missing. I would have these relationships and I would always feel like I was not finding the right match up, or they lacked what I was looking for.
Then magically I found myself in love with someone I was close to. I was in a relationship and wasn't sure why I had feelings for another person when I was already in a relationship with one human being. I felt like there was something wrong with me, or that I was a cheater for feeling the way I felt.
I went to Google to see if there was a name for everything I was feeling. That's when it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was poly. I was able to love more then one person at a time. I just knew I was going to have a hard time being in monogamous relationship.
While on my path, I started trying to connect and explain myself, and I failed every single time. I was called names and left. I just kept failing.
I still haven't found my happy ever after. I have an amazing woman by my side and for the first time in two years I told her something was missing to my story. She hasn't left my side after two years.
I recently had fallen in love with my best friend. Sadly, she broke my heart before I was even able to tell her how I felt. I let her go. I was honest with my partner about my feelings.
So I am trying again to branch out and find that love again. I really hope I can get it right. I keep hoping to find friends so I am not alone in my thoughts and feelings. Maybe surrounding myself with people who think the way I do will help me not feel so alone or so different. That would be awesome.
As far as my life path goes, I always knew I was different. I love differently from most people. I have failed time and time again in my relationships. I wasn't my full self. I always felt like something was missing. I would have these relationships and I would always feel like I was not finding the right match up, or they lacked what I was looking for.
Then magically I found myself in love with someone I was close to. I was in a relationship and wasn't sure why I had feelings for another person when I was already in a relationship with one human being. I felt like there was something wrong with me, or that I was a cheater for feeling the way I felt.
I went to Google to see if there was a name for everything I was feeling. That's when it hit me like a ton of bricks. I was poly. I was able to love more then one person at a time. I just knew I was going to have a hard time being in monogamous relationship.
While on my path, I started trying to connect and explain myself, and I failed every single time. I was called names and left. I just kept failing.
I still haven't found my happy ever after. I have an amazing woman by my side and for the first time in two years I told her something was missing to my story. She hasn't left my side after two years.
I recently had fallen in love with my best friend. Sadly, she broke my heart before I was even able to tell her how I felt. I let her go. I was honest with my partner about my feelings.
So I am trying again to branch out and find that love again. I really hope I can get it right. I keep hoping to find friends so I am not alone in my thoughts and feelings. Maybe surrounding myself with people who think the way I do will help me not feel so alone or so different. That would be awesome.
