BirdbutnotaPenguin
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I am in two LDR, and I am currently visiting Lion for the weekend and its going a little rough (an not in the fun way). Hes been going through a breakup for the past couple weeks, and as a result a big part of our relationship has become about trying to support him through this.
However, I guess in my naiveté I assumed my weekend with him would maybe change it. So that it wasn't all about him and her, but about he and i. im just feeling so pushed aside, and unwanted, and insignificant. Ive been really missing physical attention and was promised it, and haven't really received it. Im with someone I care so deeply for, but I feel alone. We are open, and I know hes slept with other people since the last time I saw him,, and since his breakup and im not feeling any reinforcement in our relationship, and its making me feel so insecure. Like its something about me. We dont get a lot of time together and it feels like its slipping through my fingers, and feels like I shouldn't have even come. I kind of just feel myself spiraling down into a deeper sadness, and its just really shitty.
However, I guess in my naiveté I assumed my weekend with him would maybe change it. So that it wasn't all about him and her, but about he and i. im just feeling so pushed aside, and unwanted, and insignificant. Ive been really missing physical attention and was promised it, and haven't really received it. Im with someone I care so deeply for, but I feel alone. We are open, and I know hes slept with other people since the last time I saw him,, and since his breakup and im not feeling any reinforcement in our relationship, and its making me feel so insecure. Like its something about me. We dont get a lot of time together and it feels like its slipping through my fingers, and feels like I shouldn't have even come. I kind of just feel myself spiraling down into a deeper sadness, and its just really shitty.