UNICORN324
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Hi all,
So I think this is going to be a long 1 but ill try not bore you...
RED = LONG BOYFRIEND
BLUE = NEW BOYFRIEND
So here goes... This weekend where i live was a long weekend and we had a bank holiday. My bf RED left to go camping with his mates (I knew what would be involved) They usually would Take MDMA and have sex and that part was fine... (i will come back to this). The same night BLUE stayed with me and the night prior we all hung out and slept together just cuddled is all.
So Myself and BLUE had a really nice time i met his family and they liked me and i was just really happy to spend time with one of the boys I love and becoming a deeper part of his life. We got food we played games we joked and had GREEN and had sex hehe. it was so nice to connect with him like this and we both enjoy our time together.
RED as i said was camping with his BFF their boyfriend and their housemate (only mentioning ones involved). So as mention i know what was involved and usually he will have sex with the others.
now on the side with RED we have and open relationships with certain rules:
1st. condoms must be worn.
2nd. No anal for him unless its me (his rule).
3rd. no one can CUM in him, unless it become more regular & I ok it.
well 2 of those did not get followed 1 & 3. Now he was stern with Rule #2 and i'm happy bout this.
The issue i have was the guy he slept with i only know him as long as he does and i dont have this comfortable feeling that i trust him enough yet but the fact that he came in him was the part that really hurt. none of them brought condoms so i can look over that but at least pull out. Even though for me he says if i sleep with anyone outside the relationship i must wear a condom and i do but he can have sex and allow the guy to cum in him. He always says he loves being creampied cause he calls himself a whore but I have made him aware how i felt and last night it was an explosion of emotion.
I could see he felt my pain when he saw me crying and i said i know its me not controlling m jelosuy. So I have to deal with it knowing he'll be seeing him more and that he will be sleeping with him more or less once a week when ever he visits his BFF which is one time a week.
I'm hoping maybe once we can both be involved in it with him from a sex stand point. That would help me I think.
If anyone has any tips or helpful suggestions. Also feel free to Private message me
Xxx love you all
So I think this is going to be a long 1 but ill try not bore you...
RED = LONG BOYFRIEND
BLUE = NEW BOYFRIEND
So here goes... This weekend where i live was a long weekend and we had a bank holiday. My bf RED left to go camping with his mates (I knew what would be involved) They usually would Take MDMA and have sex and that part was fine... (i will come back to this). The same night BLUE stayed with me and the night prior we all hung out and slept together just cuddled is all.
So Myself and BLUE had a really nice time i met his family and they liked me and i was just really happy to spend time with one of the boys I love and becoming a deeper part of his life. We got food we played games we joked and had GREEN and had sex hehe. it was so nice to connect with him like this and we both enjoy our time together.
RED as i said was camping with his BFF their boyfriend and their housemate (only mentioning ones involved). So as mention i know what was involved and usually he will have sex with the others.
now on the side with RED we have and open relationships with certain rules:
1st. condoms must be worn.
2nd. No anal for him unless its me (his rule).
3rd. no one can CUM in him, unless it become more regular & I ok it.
well 2 of those did not get followed 1 & 3. Now he was stern with Rule #2 and i'm happy bout this.
The issue i have was the guy he slept with i only know him as long as he does and i dont have this comfortable feeling that i trust him enough yet but the fact that he came in him was the part that really hurt. none of them brought condoms so i can look over that but at least pull out. Even though for me he says if i sleep with anyone outside the relationship i must wear a condom and i do but he can have sex and allow the guy to cum in him. He always says he loves being creampied cause he calls himself a whore but I have made him aware how i felt and last night it was an explosion of emotion.
I could see he felt my pain when he saw me crying and i said i know its me not controlling m jelosuy. So I have to deal with it knowing he'll be seeing him more and that he will be sleeping with him more or less once a week when ever he visits his BFF which is one time a week.
I'm hoping maybe once we can both be involved in it with him from a sex stand point. That would help me I think.
If anyone has any tips or helpful suggestions. Also feel free to Private message me
Xxx love you all