Oh I am so impressed with you.. what a hard thing to go through. All these crap times in life are like gifts I think. They bring you closer to yourself and to those that really matter.
Good for you, giving really makes the heart stronger... and more often than not is comes back to you in the most amazing ways.
Glad your thoughts are shifting and you are moving forward.
Yeah ive been doin a whole lot of movin forward, been running alot and its clearing my mind. I went for a long run with my cousin after a really strenuous day and as i lay on the floor of his room ready to pass out i realized how little i have and how little i care about how little i have