GypsyDez5
New member
A few yrs ago I watched the savages movie and was intensely surprised, i had no idea about poly relationships ( blame it on growing up an okie girl)
Ever since I have fantasized about meeting two BFF guys and becoming their 3rd person, I moved to WA 3 yrs ago and I have seen poly relationships more open. I'm 34 next friday and have actually not been in many mono relationships, I'm not sure if they will ever work for me, I'm not in a relationship currently, however I am in a friend's with benefits situation, my partner is emotionally unavailable ( my adorable chihuahua is the only one that gets attention lol) and after a couple yrs I'm feeling neglected and depressed. I decided that I'm better off alone than in a situation like this anymore. Sometime last month a new guy showed up at work and turns out, hes great friends with one of the guys on my team, their Bromance has brought those feelings up again and I cant help but long to be apart of it. My family isn't close physically or mentally, ( plus I cant have children) so maybe it's just me needing or wanting my own family, I'm not sure.. either way, I figured, I'd get it off my chest here and maybe I wont feel so alone.
Ever since I have fantasized about meeting two BFF guys and becoming their 3rd person, I moved to WA 3 yrs ago and I have seen poly relationships more open. I'm 34 next friday and have actually not been in many mono relationships, I'm not sure if they will ever work for me, I'm not in a relationship currently, however I am in a friend's with benefits situation, my partner is emotionally unavailable ( my adorable chihuahua is the only one that gets attention lol) and after a couple yrs I'm feeling neglected and depressed. I decided that I'm better off alone than in a situation like this anymore. Sometime last month a new guy showed up at work and turns out, hes great friends with one of the guys on my team, their Bromance has brought those feelings up again and I cant help but long to be apart of it. My family isn't close physically or mentally, ( plus I cant have children) so maybe it's just me needing or wanting my own family, I'm not sure.. either way, I figured, I'd get it off my chest here and maybe I wont feel so alone.