Kevin's Hetero MFM Poly-Fi V

4:42 p.m., Monday the 15th

Lunch yesterday was Taco Bell (one seven-layer burrito for me, plus peach tea). SB made dinner, salmon plus rice and string beans. And a little Moscato d'Asti, SB was having some, so I had some too. BH was somewhat late getting home so we did not watch anything.

Thus we arrive at today: my first attempt to go five days eating nothing before dinner (and not going crazy after dinner). It hasn't been comfortable so far but I am hanging in there.

You wanna know what I'm really craving today? I thought so. A bottle of Irish cream. None of this "pour it into a glass" crap, I wanna drink it straight out of the bottle, and polish off the whole thing in one sitting. That's what I want today. I'll never have it, but I can still have my fantasies.

Dessert today will be one two-pak of Pumpkin Pie Pop Tarts. (Limited Edition.) I've been promising that to myself all day today. And I intend to deliver.
 
1:27 p.m., Tuesday the 16th

Dinner yesterday was some kind of pork, didn't appeal to me much but there was also scrambled eggs, with cheese, that I liked. Also there was quinoa, I'm not a fan of quinoa but I ate it. Also there were avocado slices, which is okay although I would generally prefer guacamole. Dessert was two Pop Tarts and a glass of fruit juice. I'm fixing to have two more Pop Tarts tonight (after dinner).

BH ended up running around quite a bit yesterday, so was tired last night and we didn't watch anything. Although he was like, tonight for sure. I believe he goes back to work tomorrow.

Not much to tell you day, things are boring (but that's okay). Yesterday, and so far today, I have managed to only have water before dinner.
 
5:12 p.m., Wednesday the 17th

After work, SB stopped at the Russian store. She picked up some treaty things, so I had a few small pastries after dinner, as well as two Pop Tarts (and a glass of fruit juice). Dinner itself was a small salad and a TV dinner, Amy's chili mac in my case. Today I've just had water so far, this will make three days in a row so far. SB also gave me two boxes of liquor-filled chocolates. I'd love to dive into them right now but I am going to wait until the weekend.

BH and I watched S5E5. This concludes my riport.
 
1:57 p.m., Thursday the 18th

Dinner yesterday was kielbasa sausage, with sauerkraut, carrots, and potatoes. After dinner I had two Pop Tarts and a glass of fruit juice. So that, and water, was the sum total of what I ate and drank yesterday. That's three days in a row, now I just have today and tomorrow to get through. I'll try not to go too crazy over the weekend.

BH had to work on some stuff, insurance or something like that, so, we did not watch any episodes. It sounds like we will tonight though. BH is off tomorrow.

This concludes my riport.
 
1:58 p.m., Friday the 19th

Dinner yesterday was from Subway, I had my usual tuna wrap. Also I had a few cheese bites and some tomatoes. And for dessert, two Pop Tarts and some fruit juice. Leaving just two more Pop Tarts in the box, and BH will probably have those today, so, my dessert today will probably be something else.

BH and I watched S5E6. This concludes my riport.
 
6:03 p.m., Saturday the 20th

For dinner we ate out at a local place, Doug's. I had a French dip sandwich and salad. After we got home, I finished off the last two Pop Tarts, then had a couple of sugar-free chocolates, then a glass of fruit juice, and that was all. Today SB and I ate lunch at Burger King, a whopper and a (lo-cal) drink, no fries. After we got home, I mowed through one of my boxes of liquor chocolates. I heard dinner this evening will be veggie burgers. I'll probably have a banana and fruit juice as well but we'll see.

Before lunch today we stopped at the barber shop and got me a haircut. At some point during the afternoon we (SB and I) watched a L&O:SVU episode. Unfortunately, Snowbunny has come down with something. She took Nyquil which dried up her sinuses, but kind of turned her into a zombie. She was going to go to some kind of Pokémon Go thing tomorrow, but now she'll probably have to cancel. But she still did some laundry ...

BH got home maybe half an hour ago? I think he is off for the next three days. That's all I have to tell for now.
 
10:53 a.m., Sunday the 21st

BH and I did watch a GoT episode last night, kind of late (a little after 9:00 p.m.). As for dinner, it was a veggie burger, plus some extra tomato, plus corn. After dinner I had a banana and a glass of fruit juice.

Today so far I have had two cups of coffee, and am now mowing through my box of cognac chocolates. SB seems to be feeling slightly better, her nose has dried up but she has a low-grade headache. This concludes my riport.
 
11:33 a.m., Monday the 22nd

I am having an extra hard time fasting today, I am trying extra hard. Well, that's what it is, fasting until dinner. Since I didn't do that over the weekend, maybe my brain is struggling with the idea of resuming. I know it is head hunger, not tummy hunger, so it will come and go. I also know that if I do eat something, I will still be hungry afterwards. That is the nature of head hunger, and it has always been my experience in the past. So I am trying to keep those things in mind, plus the fact that I definitely need to lose weight. I can do this. I know I can do this. Some water now and then will help.

BH has today (and I think tomorrow) off, and a guy has come over (I'm pretty sure -- he's a soft talker) to visit with BH. I know there's a guy from FetLife who has visited in the past, I am thinking it might be him.

Dinner last night was a roast plus vegetables from the crock pot. After dinner I had a banana and a glass of fruit juice. Tonight I am thinking I will have a thing of yogurt (after dinner). BH and I did watch a GoT episode last night, somewhat earlier (a little after 7:00 p.m.). SB had to go back to work today. :( That's all I have to tell you for now.
 
3:07 p.m., Tuesday the 23rd

I was right, it was the guy from FetLife. BH talked about it a little over dinner. Dinner was leftovers, I had the leftover kielbasa sausage, sauerkraut, carrots, and potatoes. Good stuff. After dinner I had a Snickers bar, a banana, a yogurt, and some fruit juice. I will probably have a Milky Way bar after dinner tonight. I've been told we'll be eating out, which would be awesome. BH and I watched a GoT episode last night (a little after 8:00 p.m.).

SB was taking a class at the gym on Mondays and Thursdays, but she didn't go to the Monday class yesterday. The instructor keeps trying to make her do stuff that is bad for her shoulder (dislocated many years ago) and her bum knee. I guess the Thursday class is a different class? If I understand correctly, she is still going to continue with that class. Which means I'll still get my tuna wraps on Thursdays. :)
 
4:54 p.m., Wednesday the 24th

BH was not feeling well yesterday, so he didn't want to go out for dinner. SB and I went out (to a Mexican place -- Mariachi), and brought something home for BH. I had a veggie burrito plus a side of guacamole. After we got home, I ate the Milky Way bar I had, and that was it for yesterday. I'm not sure what the plan is for dinner tonight. BH had to work today, I hope he is feeling better. We didn't watch any episodes last night.
 
3:25 p.m., Thursday the 25th

Snowbunny got somewhat bent out of shape at me yesterday, about feeding our cat Rainee too many treats. What set it off was me letting Rainee lick off the lid on a yogurt container. Rainee has a history of being somewhat overweight, so I guess it is time for me to start turning her down. :( Makes me feel bad. I'm thinking I'll stop getting yogurt at the store, so that Rainee won't have to get her hopes up ...

So far this week I have managed to fast every day (every weekday), including today so far. It sucks, but I'm doing it. Last week I managed to do all five weekdays. So I guess Rainee and I are both dieting. I'm sorely hoping that at my next doctor visit, my weight will be lower. Although even if it's not, I still feel that I need to continue eating less. In the meantime, I'm looking forward to my tuna wrap from Subway tonight. In about three hours. I can make it for three more hours.

Yesterday, Brother-Husband had a work-sponsored dinner, so he did not eat at home. Snowbunny had a large lunch, so she just nibbled on some things for dinner. I asked for a soup and a salad for dinner, so she made those for me. And that is the story of my meals, I know I'm obsessing about them right now. Brother-Husband got home late, so we did not watch any episodes.
 
1:22 p.m., Friday the 26th

Ordinarily I would have gave Rainee bits of tuna out of my wrap ... but yesterday, I turned her down. Which made me feel bad. I hope I'll get credit for it. After dinner, I had the last banana, a few small chocolates, and a glass of orange juice. That and the tuna wrap were all I ate yesterday. Brother-Husband got home somewhat later than usual (about 7:00 p.m.), and he was very tired, so we did not watch any episodes.
 
3:43 p.m., Saturday the 27th

Dinner yesterday was corn dogs (not my favorite), corn, and tomatoes. After dinner I had some chocolate, then some candy corn. SB and I went shopping. Then BH and I watched a GoT episode. I got to bed rather late (for me), about 10:00 p.m.

Today my ex-SIL will be hosting a Halloween party at her place, we are leaving at about 4:30 p.m. to go there. I look forward to it. BH and SB both have today off. They are wearing costumes, I am too lazy for that and am "dressing up" as a man with a Halloween shirt. The shirt has a demon scarecrow face on it.
 
12:20 p.m., Sunday the 28th

So while we were over at ex-SIL's house, I had a spell where I started to feel increasingly woozy in the head, then I blacked out for a second and fell. SB and a nice guy there helped me up, and moved me over to a couch, where I sat quite awhile waiting for the spell to wear off. I don't know what brought it on, I feel fine now. Possibly it was a combination of my meds and the Fireball I drank. Plus maybe one or two other factors of which I am not aware. I had a good time in spite of that.

BH and SB went to another party today. I believe they are at the home of one of SB's coworkers, watching the Seahawks game. I am not a sports guy, so I took a pass on this one.

I also had some stomach troubles yesterday and today, I felt like I ate too much. Maybe I can gradually do better about eating less on the weekends.

BH and I watched a GoT episode yesterday earlier in the day. BH, SB, and I got home from the party quite late, like 11:30 p.m.

This concludes my riport.
 
1:13 p.m., Monday the 29th

For dinner last night we had salad and pelmeni. After dinner I had a glass of orange juice. Earlier in the day I had a thing of yogurt. And that was it for yesterday. About an hour after dinner (c. 7:45 p.m.), BH and I watched another GoT episode. Then I went to bed. Pretty normal routine. BH is working a later schedule today so he might get home late. Thus I am thinking no episodes tonight but we'll see.

So now, here we are at the start of another five-weekday stretch. Fighting the head hunger. SB is, if I remember right, going to one more Monday gym class, and I seem to remember she talked of a possibility of us eating out tonight. Damn that would be awesome.
 
2:32 p.m., Tuesday the 30th

We did not go out to eat, but Snowbunny did pick up Burger King for us. I had a Whopper meal (with cheese); after that, four squares of chocolate, a banana, my last thing of yogurt, and a glass of fruit juice. I know, kind of a lot. :eek: My Burger King drink was a diet soda (Coke), so I'm kind of not counting that. I'm swearing off yogurt for the time being, so as not to torture the cat. Yesterday I let Rainee lick out the yogurt cup, but I did that while Snowbunny was taking a shower and Brother-Husband was still at work. I figure it's okay keeping it a secret since this was the last time.

As Brother-Husband got home rather late (somewhere around 7:30 p.m.), we did not do an episode, I just turned in. So now it is the next day, my second day of fasting til dinner this week. It is not fun, but I really want to lose some weight. I don't know what dinner will be tonight; after dinner I will probably have some more chocolate, a banana, and a glass of fruit juice. We'll see.

Snowbunny actually has one more Monday gym class to go to next week. I think she's about done with her Thursday classes, maybe two to go? I hope we'll still get Subway once a week.
 
3:00 p.m., Wednesday the 31st

For dinner yesterday SB made me chili on a potato, one of my favorite dinners, with toppings to go on it: shredded cheese, jalapeño, and onion. After that, I ate five squares of chocolate. And then a plate of fruit. And that was it. BH was kind of late getting home (about 7:30 p.m.), so, no episodes, I just turned in.

Dinner today will be chicken with barbecue sauce, in the crock pot. As it is just me here right now, SB assigned for me to turn the crock pot on, and at 4:00 p.m. I'm supposed to stir it and turn it down. After dinner I'll probably have a banana and some juice (V8 Fusion), but we'll see. Maybe two bananas since they're all quite ripe already.

Fasting sucks as usual, but I'm hanging in there. I think SB just has one more Thursday class at the gym (tomorrow). We are going to hand out some really good stuff tonight for the trick-or-treaters, full-size candy bars and Rice Krispie treats. Yeah I'd love to eat it all myself right now. :eek:
 
2:05 p.m., Thursday the 1st

I don't think we got any trick-or-treaters last night. As a result, I'll be tempted by the leftover candy for a long time. I'm going to have some after dinner each day, I just am. I did well yesterday, after dinner I had two bananas and a glass of V8 Fusion (fruit juice plus vegetable juice), and that was it. Dinner itself was the chicken, plus rice and squash. BH got home a little earlier but still decided against watching an episode, as it would have interrupted, and been interrupted by, the trick-or-treaters we thought we were going to have.

Fasting sucks so hard, but I am hanging in there. After dinner I intend to eat a 3 Musketeers bar, a Rice Krispies Treat, a banana or two, and a glass of V8 Fusion. I know it's a lot but it's just for today. Staring at all that candy has made me extra hungry. I'm pretty sure I ate like that after dinner before I started this fasting biz. I am content just if I know I'm eating less than I was. This peculiar style of dieting probably wouldn't work for others, but it works for me. Now if I could just weigh a little less at my next doctor visit.

SB will probably get Subway for dinner today, so I'll have a tuna wrap to look forward to. Probably at 6:30 p.m. or a little earlier. Unfortunately I will not be sharing any of the tuna with Rainee. Makes me feel bad, but I need SB to see that I am not "part of the problem." I know Rainee is a little chunky, but so is Lady, and Lady doesn't beg for treats. The cats' feeders go off twice a day, at the lowest setting (the smallest amount). I hope we don't reduce that even further. :(
 
Hmmmm. You wouldn't be over identifying with the dieting cats would you?:D

Leetah
 
10:42 a.m., Friday the 2nd

Me and the cats have to suffer together. ;)
 
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