So I've loved someone for about 20 years. We are poly and I am bisexual. I know that to feel fulfilled, I need to be there primary in the relationship and he can't give me that. I accept that but I need someone else in my life. I don't even know where to begin looking at I'm a single mom of two, so I don't have a lot of extra time to date. Also, I have anxiety in crowds so going to meetups is difficult. Help!