Hopefulgirl
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Hello, its my first time here so i assume i go here to post a blog and talk about my life and update it
So, im in love with two women, my wife rose and my arguably best friend lilac
This isnt my first encounter with me being poly, in high school i was in a relationship with someone but it was very messy and morally questionable since i didnt have a grasp on ethical non monogamy at the time
My next encounter was with another girl but she didnt reciprocate and my wife found out and it all spiraled out of control
Im trying to be better this time, nothing will change the fact im polyamorous and my wife is monogamous
She told me i can talk to her about my feelings for other people, but i worry she will feel unloved if i do, and i dont want to lose my friendship with lilac because honestly we both have friends and our friendship is super long distance but i do think we will be best friends soon
I guess since ive explained it all id like to vent about things they do that make me feel loved despite the fact i dont want to tell either of them, and maybe every other day i can give a quick description of what they did
Today rose made me feel really happy, i was stressed about work and she made me feel calmer and relaxed, lilac sent me photos of her smiling and i spent ten minutes staring at her smile
So, im in love with two women, my wife rose and my arguably best friend lilac
This isnt my first encounter with me being poly, in high school i was in a relationship with someone but it was very messy and morally questionable since i didnt have a grasp on ethical non monogamy at the time
My next encounter was with another girl but she didnt reciprocate and my wife found out and it all spiraled out of control
Im trying to be better this time, nothing will change the fact im polyamorous and my wife is monogamous
She told me i can talk to her about my feelings for other people, but i worry she will feel unloved if i do, and i dont want to lose my friendship with lilac because honestly we both have friends and our friendship is super long distance but i do think we will be best friends soon
I guess since ive explained it all id like to vent about things they do that make me feel loved despite the fact i dont want to tell either of them, and maybe every other day i can give a quick description of what they did
Today rose made me feel really happy, i was stressed about work and she made me feel calmer and relaxed, lilac sent me photos of her smiling and i spent ten minutes staring at her smile
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