OMGWTFDo_i_do
New member
I'm not sure how I feel about all this. I have so many questions and am so overwhelmed right now. I just want to say hi. From Maryland. My wife and I have talked a bit about this and she seems open to it but I don't think she realizes how deeply I feel about being polyamorous. I love her 9000 and am afraid to try and find a second partner because of our own insecurities. We've been married for almost 11 years and I still love her as much as day 1, but I would be very open to having a fully acknowledged secondary relationship and don't know what to do. Just thinking about it is giving me anxiety because even though I have felt this way for decades, this is the first time I'm working to acknowledge it....and the fear and excitement are making me feel a little queasy. I'm hoping that by being a part of this community I can gain more knowledge and also have other people to talk to who might be feeling the same way....