I found myself open to poly because -amongst other reasons - having a boyfriend and a husband was bringing all kinds of fun distractions to what can sometimes be a heavy 1st world life (really my life is ok, there's just stuff)...
Anyway hubby has health issues suddenly as does boyfriend, so suddenly all the playful sexy stuff has slowed right down.
Also covid is flaring up in our part of the world, we may be heading into a lockdown stopping us from physically connecting.
Boyfriend has had physical pain connected to his health issues and it feels like the NRE is waning but I think it's the physical distance between us and the actual discomfort he is living with.
I find myself feeling blue, and a little woe is me, why don't they want me... (although hubby is still up for sex he's just a bit low energy due to pills they're giving him for his heart).
Just wondering how others manage taking the good times with the bad. Boyfriend is not a good communicator, which doesn't help...
Anyway hubby has health issues suddenly as does boyfriend, so suddenly all the playful sexy stuff has slowed right down.
Also covid is flaring up in our part of the world, we may be heading into a lockdown stopping us from physically connecting.
Boyfriend has had physical pain connected to his health issues and it feels like the NRE is waning but I think it's the physical distance between us and the actual discomfort he is living with.
I find myself feeling blue, and a little woe is me, why don't they want me... (although hubby is still up for sex he's just a bit low energy due to pills they're giving him for his heart).
Just wondering how others manage taking the good times with the bad. Boyfriend is not a good communicator, which doesn't help...