I just got the calling from God

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zora

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PLEASE HELP ME!!! I've never been a religious person (quite the opposite) and now all of sudden, GOD is talking to me. My purpose and calling in life is polygamy. I'm in a relationship right now, and tried to talk to my boyfriend about it, but he thinks I'm crazy. At first, so did I.

I am really lost.

I want to find someone who understands. I don't want to give up who I am.

Anything helps.

Please
 
Do you heard god in your head out out loud?
What exactly did you hear?
Is your goal to understand polyamory, or to understand why you are hearing god?
Are you on medication?
Did you have major childhood trauma?

I doubt you will have to give up what you are. Maybe you are just trying to learn who you really are.
 
The first thing to do in this, Zora, is don't panic. Breathe. This is going to be okay. In fact, it's going to be wonderful. Amazing, phenomenal.

I'm going to assume you don't have any serious mental health issues. If you do, address them immediately with the appropriate professional. Hearing voices no one else hears is a sign of some serious stuff.

But if god really is speaking to you, that's okay, in fact, WAY BETTER than okay; it's an enormous blessing! You can trust god. God already knows everything about you and everything that's going on with you. God loves you. More than anyone ever has. More than you can imagine. More than any of us can ever imagine.

Also, god is speaking to many, many, many of us all the time. Most of us are just not listening, is all. If you're listening now, god is speaking.

Another thing, Zora: it's not unusual for god to call non-religious people, or even anti-religious people. That's where I was when god found me. Happens all the time; most people just don't talk about it to others, for whatever reason. Talk to god. Ask what's up. God will tell you. God may communicate in ways you're not familiar with, but god will definitely communicate with you.
 
You're not lost, you're right where you are. I'm of the mind that for god, love is never wrong, and sometimes that means boldly loving more than one person at a time. Do some research and soul-searching to figure out what you want and need, what you're being called to do/be.
 
This is an old thread, but I wanted to add my thoughts.

First of all, hearing voices in one's head can definitely be sign of schizoid tendencies, especially if they are frequent and insistent, and paranoic. So, get that checked out by a doctor, a specialist, if necessary.

Secondly, in this day and age, where there are more agnostics and atheists than ever, and more Western people interested in non-Abrahamic religions, forms of neo-Paganism or Heathenism, and more people informed about the science of psychology, there are different ways to view the voice of "god."

If we want to call it "god," which god do we mean? We do not necessarily assume it is Yahweh of the Hebrew or Greek scriptures (aka the Bible). It could be Hera, Zeus, Odin, Bride/Bridget, Isis, Asherah, ad infinitum. If you're open to it at all, the right god for you will appear. Do some research. Gods can be very specific in what they offer.

As an agnostic Pagan myself, I can identify the voices I have rarely heard when in a receptive state as Buddha and also the Great Mother. That's just how they appeared in my mind, based on what they said, and when.

Or, conversely, these voices and their words can be identified as deep callings from within one's own psyche. I think that's the best way to define it. But sometime anthropomorphizing this voice as coming from a god/goddess who is outside us, above us, and also deep within us, can help us to get the message more clearly.

The issue is, sometimes if we are off-kilter, or indeed mentally ill, these voices may tell us something that we think must be good, since it seems to come from a higher power, when in fact, the message is extremely harmful, telling us to do things that are bad for us, or worse, bad for others around us. If you're mentally ill, you might think the voices come from a god, or a demon, but either way, you might feel powerless against doing what they advise!

I wonder what happened to this OP! Being told by a god to be "polygamous" is a new one on me. I've rarely seen anyone come here with this problem, literally begging for help. Sadly, this board was new when she asked her question, and there were few members, and few people responded.

Has anyone here ever heard the voice of "god"?

More specifically, has a god (or gods) ever told anyone here that this god (or gods) wants them to be polyamorous?
 
I wonder if OP's version of God could be that "light bulb" moment of finding out you're polyamorous after being monogamous your entire life and just having a spiritual awakening (assuming they don't have mental health issues).

When I was a wee baby finding out about non-monogamy, and monogamy being unnatural to me, it did transcend me to another way of "being" in this universe. Those kind of moments is probably as close to God I will ever come as an agnost.
 
I drew down the moon a couple of months ago. It was spontaneous but deliberate, and brief, but the outcome was significant. There was no ritual or pageantry involved, and it was just Puck and I present. I wasn't told to be polyamorous, but Puck and I were wedded in Her sight.
 
God/dess/es haven't/hasn't seen fit to contact me so far. I would like that to change if it would.
 
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