Kevin's Hetero MFM Poly-Fi V

3:28 p.m., Friday the 24th

Dinner yesterday was (an easy one,) hot dogs and baked beans. Not sure what it'll be tonight, but it'll probably involve chicken. BH got home kind of late, so we didn't watch anything.

I guess BH said he was going to get home late tonight, so SB said this might be a good day for her and me to have sex (as I define it). I'm very nervous about it, but willing to try. I have been nervous beforehand about sex for like, years now. I like it once it gets started and I get into it, but before it starts I'm as nervous as hell. Plus add the extra factor today of, will BH indeed get home late. BH is okay (in theory) with me and SB having sex, but SB and I both agree that it is better if we do it when BH isn't at home. Out of sight out of mind, type of a thing. I'm not asking for advice here, I just thought some of y'all might be interested to hear a bit of how our sex life works. Let me know if you have any questions ...
 
kdt26417 said:
I guess BH said he was going to get home late tonight, so SB said this might be a good day for her and me to have sex (as I define it). I'm very nervous about it, but willing to try. I have been nervous beforehand about sex for like, years now. I like it once it gets started and I get into it, but before it starts I'm as nervous as hell. Plus add the extra factor today of, will BH indeed get home late. BH is okay (in theory) with me and SB having sex, but SB and I both agree that it is better if we do it when BH isn't at home. Out of sight out of mind, type of a thing. I'm not asking for advice here, I just thought some of y'all might be interested to hear a bit of how our sex life works. Let me know if you have any questions ...
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Just curious about the sex "as you define it" now. :p

I find that if MrS is home when Dude and I are having sex then I am always keeping an ear out for whether he is up and about which distracts me from the task at hand! :p But, I also don't like feeling like I am "waiting" for MrS to leave so I can have sex with Dude (and then overthinking "what if he comes home early?" - and still keeping an ear out...). I like to feel like I can be "spontaneous" but there are definitely times when I overthink everyone's reactions. (In the summertime we often get around this by wandering off to some lonely corner of the property for some outdoor fun - but that is impractical in PA in the winter!)
 
11:49 a.m., Saturday the 25th

Re: "as I define it" ... SB and I no longer do PIV, as awhile back it started to get painful for her, and nothing we tried to fix the problem worked. So now, what we do is limited to hand and oral favors. It's not a perfect solution, but it suffices.

It would appear that yesterday's extra nervousness has been vindicated. BH got home not late but rather super early (about 3:40 p.m.). SB actually got home after that (about 4:20 p.m.). I suppose she could have called him (and maybe she did) to get confirmation on whether he was running late. But it does show a "weakness in the system."

If it was just up to me, I would lean more towards taking advantage of the fact that the credit union has more holidays off than Lowe's. And SB has more personal days off than BH. That doesn't add up to frequent opportunities, but SB and I don't need frequent opportunities nowadays. But, this is a joint venture, I have to work with SB ... I *want* to work with SB on figuring out a solution. If that means rolling the dice a little, I guess so be it.
 
5:22 p.m., Sunday the 26th

Today has been an extra stressful day for me. I'm not sure why. Snowbunny and I went shopping today. Yesterday, Eddie had a Barn Hunt activity that started about an hour away (Argus Ranch) at 8:00 a.m. ... I stayed home, BH and SB went and they were gone until about 3:00 or 3:30 p.m.

Dinner last night was pizza (from Casa Mia). I don't know what it'll be tonight, but I think it'll be ready soon, I can smell something cooking out there.
 
12:43 p.m., Thursday the 30th

Today is another mysteriously stressful day. I would love to get nice and drunk, but I'm not going to do that. BH and SB are both off tomorrow, they are going to take Eddie to a Barn Hunt competition (called a "trial"), they have to leave at about 6:30 a.m. and SB says it is a three-hour drive; I'll stay home. Not sure when they'll get back.

I can't remember what we had for dinner on the 26th. :(
 
3:01 p.m., Friday the 31st

BH and SB are at the Barn Hunt trial (with Eddie) right now. Eddie did super well during his practice this last Tuesday; he went through an extra hard tunnel twice, and found all the rats. There were three judges there and they all suggested he be advanced to the next level, the Senior level. So he is competing today at that level, hopefully he will do well again. Not sure what time they'll get home, soon enough for dinner I hope. Dinner last night was potatoes, brussel sprouts, and BBQ chicken. BH and I watched the final episode of "The Feed."
 
11:21 a.m., Sunday the 2nd

Eddie did not do so well at the trial, he went potty inside the hunt area which means he was disqualified. He did do okay on the "Crazy Eights" part of the trial -- an event where there are eight rats. SB did not like the setup in that location anyway, she probably won't go back there. There are trials at other locations. The three of them (Eddie, BH, and SB) got home roughly around 7:00 p.m., they had Subway on the road, and brought home McDonald's for me.

Last night, BH and I started watching a new series, Carnival Row. Surprisingly good so far, we watched S1E1. Today, FNG is coming over and he and BH will watch the Super Bowl. All the people in this house will be treated to pizza, wings, and alcoholic beverages. Yay!
 
11:55 a.m., Monday the 3rd

The cleaning lady came over today, a little before 9:30 a.m., and got done a couple of hours later. She did a good job as always.

All went well yesterday, BH made a frozen/blended drink based on Crown Royal Regal Apple, with Gatorade and lemonade.

Tomorrow Eddie has his weekly Barn Hunt class. This concludes my riport.
 
3:56 p.m., Wednesday the 5th

Eddie did well in his class, too bad it wasn't a trial. SB and I had dinner on the road, at a Sonic. SB says she'll make quiche for dinner tonight. Tomorrow I have a doctor appointment, they'll weigh me and I'm afraid I'll weigh more than last time. :(
 
3:41 p.m., Thursday the 6th

I have to start getting ready to go to the doctor appointment in just a few minutes. I don't know if maybe SB and I will eat out afterwards? I guess I'll mention the idea, and hope I can talk her into it. :)
 
3:28 p.m., Friday the 7th

I didn't have to talk her into anything, she was already planning on getting Subway for (the three of) us. The doctor visit went pretty well, however I weighed 217 pounds. About ten pounds heavier than I was on my last visit (perhaps a year ago). Not that I was surprised exactly, I haven't been sticking to my fasting diet, I need to get back on the wagon. I'm doing better today, quite hungry, but hanging in there. SB prepared a roast for dinner tonight. I was in charge of putting it in the crock pot (around noon) and of plugging the crock pot in (set at between 200° and slow cook). This is my riport.
 
2:40 p.m., Saturday the 8th

I found my previous doctor visit, it was described in my entries of February 28 and March 1 of last year. So yes, about one year ago.

Last night, Brother-Husband and I watched Carnival Row S1E2. Then, today at 10:15 a.m., Snowbunny had a hair appointment, that took about an hour. After she got back, she and I went shopping (at Safeway).

When we went past the spaghetti sauce I was like, "Do we need spaghetti sauce?" "No, we don't need spaghetti sauce." When we went past the beans I was like, "Do we need beans?" "No, we don't need beans. And I'm trying to spend less money this time; you're not helping." Okay, so it is not helpful for me to venture those little reminders. So I stopped doing that. And I only put like, two items in the cart myself. Nonetheless, when we went through checkout, the total was almost $300. SB was (understandably) frustrated, and chastised me again for dropping those little reminders. I said, "I thought I was helping." "Well you weren't." I didn't say anything else about it, but I was somewhat hurt, and thought it was a little unfair. On the bright side, I did finally learn to stop doing those kinds of reminders. I'll remember not to do that on future trips. That is if there are any future trips. :(
 
Aren't you allowed to plan meals sometimes? I mean, you're home all day. Why don't you get dinner ready for your household sometimes?
 
8:52 a.m., Sunday the 9th

Cuz I'm lazy. :)
 
4:40 p.m., Wednesday the 12th

So I have been able to stay back on the wagon so far, it is not fun, going hungry is not fun, but I am doing it. Yesterday Eddie had his latest Barn Hunt class, SB and I had dinner at a Mexican place on the road. It was really good, but I don't remember the name of the place. Next week, Eddie has two classes, one on Monday (the first of a series of Canine Good Citizen classes), and one on Tuesday (the last of this series of Barn Hunt classes). I'll come along for the ride on both of those.
 
12:14 p.m., Thursday the 13th

For dinner last night SB made me a "chili potato" (canned chili bean soup poured over a microwaved potato, with cheese, onions, and jalapeños to sprinkle on top). I think she had the same thing, and BH just had chili. It was about 7:00 p.m. by the time we got done eating, so we didn't watch anything.

On Saturday and Sunday, BH, SB, and Eddie will be at a Barn Hunt trial, I think for most of the day both days. So shopping (SB and me) will be done tomorrow after SB gets home from work.
 
2:36 p.m., Friday the 14th

For dinner last night SB set out the fixings for soft tacos. Including pork (with green peppers, onions, and garlic) that was done in the crock pot (I plugged it in at about 11:00 a.m.). Dinner ran from about 6:00 p.m. to 6:30 p.m., plus BH had a headache, so we didn't watch anything.

I'm super hungry, but hanging in there.
 
12:06 p.m., Saturday the 15th

Shopping yesterday went better ... the total cost was still higher than SB wanted, but at least I didn't feel like it was "my fault." SB was assigned to make a bunch of mini sandwiches for (I think) the Barn Hunt trial today. So that was part of the expense, buying all the rolls, meat, and cheese for the sandwiches. Also we bought a bottle of Bailey's Red Velvet. I admit I kind of talked her into it, but only after she pointed it out. I'm just sayin'.

I'm a little extra stressed out today (for no particular reason). HB and SB (and Eddie) are at the Barn Hunt trial, they will be there tomorrow too. They should be back by about 7:00 p.m., maybe sooner, and they'll bring me something for dinner.
 
3:40 p.m., Sunday the 16th

They got back at around 6:00 p.m. yesterday. Turns out, we all had dinner at home, leftovers, TV dinners, salad. However, SB kind of indicated that we might all eat out for dinner tonight. Hope hope hope ...

So, Eddie did okay at the trial, not his best ever but okay. He got one Q (Qualifying run). He has two runs today; if he gets two more Q's from that, he will go up to the next level. He is at Senior level, I think next is Master level and it is the highest one (though he can get extra stars within that level).
 
I hope your anxiety is better today, Kevin. Anxiety really sucks! Did you get to try out the Bailey's?
 
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