Dying_inspiration
New member
Hello community,
I am registered today on this forum cause thinking about polyamory for a long time since I first heart about that relationship concept. I am interested about your opinions on my introduction and situation.
I am 26 years old man in monogamous relationship. This is my second long relationship. I was full of energy, like playing music, riding on skateboard and enjoying infinity possible emotions and characters around me. I really loved going to unknow, out of my confort zone to feel that stress and excitement of something new. I am introvert but that thought of infinity world got me power to met new people and makes my world more infinity, beautiful and full of energy. Now I am 4.5 years in relationship and feel totally apathetically like a zombie, I feel nothing and a lot of time just looking paralized on the wall or cry if nobody is around me. I observed similar symptoms during the first long relationship. Another thing is now i have good girlfriend which is enough only my love (i think this is beautiful) and she hurts when see me like that.
I am trying exercise, breathing exercise, going to cold water every morning and trying new thing like climbing , singing, yoga... but this getting me out of that fucking state just for some time I feel the solve of my problem is some bigger life choice.
What do you think about that?
Was somebody in similar situation ?
If yes what helps you ?
Can be polyamory relationship right decision for me ?
If yeas how to tell that to girlfriend in a considerate manner to harm her as little as possible ?
I am registered today on this forum cause thinking about polyamory for a long time since I first heart about that relationship concept. I am interested about your opinions on my introduction and situation.
I am 26 years old man in monogamous relationship. This is my second long relationship. I was full of energy, like playing music, riding on skateboard and enjoying infinity possible emotions and characters around me. I really loved going to unknow, out of my confort zone to feel that stress and excitement of something new. I am introvert but that thought of infinity world got me power to met new people and makes my world more infinity, beautiful and full of energy. Now I am 4.5 years in relationship and feel totally apathetically like a zombie, I feel nothing and a lot of time just looking paralized on the wall or cry if nobody is around me. I observed similar symptoms during the first long relationship. Another thing is now i have good girlfriend which is enough only my love (i think this is beautiful) and she hurts when see me like that.
I am trying exercise, breathing exercise, going to cold water every morning and trying new thing like climbing , singing, yoga... but this getting me out of that fucking state just for some time I feel the solve of my problem is some bigger life choice.
What do you think about that?
Was somebody in similar situation ?
If yes what helps you ?
Can be polyamory relationship right decision for me ?
If yeas how to tell that to girlfriend in a considerate manner to harm her as little as possible ?