faithloren
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Hi. As my title suggests: One night I was with someone else I was having a relationship with. My boyfriend "B" asked me to come home. I didn't come home because I was angry with him and we were having some problems. The thing is he NEVER just asked me to come home. When I was with someone else, he wanted me to be having a good time, not checking in on him. Anyway, we talked on the phone, he was wasted on whisky and I got frustrated with him and hung up the phone on him. That's the last time we ever spoke. The next morning the police told me that he had killed himself at our home.
I'm sharing this because I'm wondering if anyone here has experienced a similar situation. People tell me all the time that it's not my fault and sometimes I sort of believe that too. What I'm looking for is someone who understands the deep level of guilt I feel.
Thanks all. He was an amazing human being.
I'm sharing this because I'm wondering if anyone here has experienced a similar situation. People tell me all the time that it's not my fault and sometimes I sort of believe that too. What I'm looking for is someone who understands the deep level of guilt I feel.
Thanks all. He was an amazing human being.