Sorry for the delay.
She is still cucking him. They are going away this weekend to a hotel where they have chosen the room with a proper 'cuck chair' for him to sit on while she gets fucked by someone else. I am fine about this. I know who the other guy is. They are being safe, and she is enjoying it all.
I have been thinking a lot about why I am uneasy about it, well, uneasy enough that I have posted here. I think it boils down to this: she is enjoying a kink *for* him that she would never do, much less enjoy, with me. I am not that fussed about the occasional extra fuck, because there is no dishonesty. I can't decide why this bothers me. I am not turned on really about the cuck fantasy, really, so why should she not explore it with someone else? That is one of the underlying ideas in a V relationship, that she can independently explore things which give her pleasure.
On the other hand, I admire her, too. She is a late-30s mum of 2 and lives a very rural Devon (for those who know it) married mum life here. No one would really imagine that she is going to a hotel in London where she will get fucked in front of someone else for the bank holiday weekend. She has still got it!
She is still cucking him. They are going away this weekend to a hotel where they have chosen the room with a proper 'cuck chair' for him to sit on while she gets fucked by someone else. I am fine about this. I know who the other guy is. They are being safe, and she is enjoying it all.
I have been thinking a lot about why I am uneasy about it, well, uneasy enough that I have posted here. I think it boils down to this: she is enjoying a kink *for* him that she would never do, much less enjoy, with me. I am not that fussed about the occasional extra fuck, because there is no dishonesty. I can't decide why this bothers me. I am not turned on really about the cuck fantasy, really, so why should she not explore it with someone else? That is one of the underlying ideas in a V relationship, that she can independently explore things which give her pleasure.
On the other hand, I admire her, too. She is a late-30s mum of 2 and lives a very rural Devon (for those who know it) married mum life here. No one would really imagine that she is going to a hotel in London where she will get fucked in front of someone else for the bank holiday weekend. She has still got it!
