Out of the Basement

[azurebonds]

The remodeling has begun. I have an entire boy band of hot guys (e.g. tall, fit and attractive) in my lower floor doing construction. I was delusional to think that I could do Dawn’s apartment by myself, though I am probably spending too much on that and everything else.

Specifically, I bought 4 diamond studs. I have never owned nice jewelry beyond my ring, so that’ll be nice. I will just assume that my looseness with money will subside at the exact point that I freak out about paying it back, which I can; however, it’s not like me to be reckless with money.

Dawn and I have moved to 24/7 D/s and have rings now. That’s all I am going to say about it.

I made the odd decision of attending a church over the last couple months. They are extremely nice, but a bit conservative. They also don’t seem to mind my fairly devout atheism. I am waiting for my many lives to silently detonate together, as I believe that their denomination does not accept polyamory.

I am not really trying to deceive them. I just don’t think that it’s any of their business. Plus I am convinced that polygamy, which would be my goal, has some decent Biblical support, but I’d be open to challenges on that take.

 

[azurebonds]

The remodeling has begun. I have an entire boy band of hot guys (e.g. tall, fit and attractive) in my lower floor doing construction. I was delusional to think that I could do Dawn’s apartment by myself, though I am probably spending too much on that and everything else.

Specifically, I bought 4 diamond studs. I have never owned nice jewelry beyond my ring, so that’ll be nice. I will just assume that my looseness with money will subside at the exact point that I freak out about paying it back, which I can; however, it’s not like me to be reckless with money.

Dawn and I have moved to 24/7 D/s and have rings now. That’s all I am going to say about it.

I made the odd decision of attending a church over the last couple months. They are extremely nice, but a bit conservative. They also don’t seem to mind my fairly devout atheism. I am waiting for my many lives to silently detonate together, as I believe that their denomination does not accept polyamory.

I am not really trying to deceive them. I just don’t think that it’s any of their business. Plus I am convinced that polygamy, which would be my goal, has some decent Biblical support, but I’d be open to challenges on that take.

I think that I am doing these things because I have been so repressed by mental illness that I am allowing myself some freedom now that I am medicated and the foundational issues are being addressed. It’s uncharacteristic though and that bothers me.