I can sometimes enjoy playing with others. Trouble is, I feel quite polysaturated at one. I don't have the bandwidth, either time and energy-wise, nor emotionally, to have two romantic relationships of this intensity. I could kinda love another person (I see where poly comes from), but I still seem to be mostly monogamous in my focus.
So from what you’ve written I suspect you _could_ be not polysaturated at one IF you didn’t have a challenging school environment. I’ve recently found it worthwhile to consider my saturation more in terms of life saturation - kid and parents and school and work and friends and partners all sort of assigned a level of life energy, and if one decreases there’s room for others...