LovingRadiance
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Funny you mention the grief stages again Kevin. Cause I was absoluteky seeing myself going through them. But you are right-he is zinging around in them. Several people have asked me recently if he may be bipolar. I dont think so. I think its what you just noted-zinging around out of control, probably unaware in the grief stages.
Musical-I keep reminding him what my bottomline "hard limits" are. Its infuriating him (frustrating me to repeat myself) but at the same time it meeps forcing it back to the main point of contention instead of letting him try to sweep it under the carpet for another five years.
I went to town for Panthers bday.
We had a freaking awesome day.
Maca's bs when I got home was INFURIATING. BUT-Im choosing not to focus on that.
The day was awesome.
Today has been emotional. Facing the reality that as of tomorrow I will be the full time caretaker of two toddlers-thus effectively tying me down to the house in isolation until the 29th.
But I talked to GG. He said he would babysit a couple times so I can take a break and get away.
It will undoubtedly piss Maca off. It always does when I leave and there are kids here to be taken Care of. But I will deal with that as it comes.
I got my class schedule dealt with for January & my books ordered.
One more day down.
Musical-I keep reminding him what my bottomline "hard limits" are. Its infuriating him (frustrating me to repeat myself) but at the same time it meeps forcing it back to the main point of contention instead of letting him try to sweep it under the carpet for another five years.
I went to town for Panthers bday.
We had a freaking awesome day.
Maca's bs when I got home was INFURIATING. BUT-Im choosing not to focus on that.
The day was awesome.
Today has been emotional. Facing the reality that as of tomorrow I will be the full time caretaker of two toddlers-thus effectively tying me down to the house in isolation until the 29th.
But I talked to GG. He said he would babysit a couple times so I can take a break and get away.
It will undoubtedly piss Maca off. It always does when I leave and there are kids here to be taken Care of. But I will deal with that as it comes.
I got my class schedule dealt with for January & my books ordered.
One more day down.