As usual, things didn't go to plan with Mike. I accept that well enough, and most of me believes there'll be another opportunity. Of course, I always thought I'd see Trask again, too, but then he died quite suddenly. Mike better bloody not.
I'm enjoying this weekend with Adam, but it's not long enough. I honestly don't know how I'm going to do this again next year, living apart is no fun, but I am not ready to look for a new job, either. And so I condemn myself to the current situation, another type of waiting, this time to be ready to apply elsewhere. I really need my full certification before I move on.
And then with Puck, I wait for Covid to pass/vaccination to be widespread so travel may happen. I wait for that day I can throw my arms around him. He's got a kitten. The kitten will be full grown by the time I get there.
I talked with Lance the other day. His business is booming, he very much made the right decision with that, and he's looking to get a new premises when his lease is up. Somewhere bigger. He's feeling blue over isolation measures, though. He has very little social interaction from what I'm gathering, and misses his friends.
In contrast, I have as much social interaction as I always have, even under "level 2." I could well be meeting a potential new fuck buddy next weekend. I actually did the dating site thing just to meet someone local, available and appropriate. I'm still trying to figure out if cute gym guy is available, but we have a tentative intention for a training session next weekend. Maybe something will come to light then.
Dating app guy is still basically a sure thing, though, so there's that to look forward to.
I'm hiring a cleaner today for Adam and flatmate, or more to the point, for me to not come home to a dirty house.
I'm enjoying this weekend with Adam, but it's not long enough. I honestly don't know how I'm going to do this again next year, living apart is no fun, but I am not ready to look for a new job, either. And so I condemn myself to the current situation, another type of waiting, this time to be ready to apply elsewhere. I really need my full certification before I move on.
And then with Puck, I wait for Covid to pass/vaccination to be widespread so travel may happen. I wait for that day I can throw my arms around him. He's got a kitten. The kitten will be full grown by the time I get there.
I talked with Lance the other day. His business is booming, he very much made the right decision with that, and he's looking to get a new premises when his lease is up. Somewhere bigger. He's feeling blue over isolation measures, though. He has very little social interaction from what I'm gathering, and misses his friends.
In contrast, I have as much social interaction as I always have, even under "level 2." I could well be meeting a potential new fuck buddy next weekend. I actually did the dating site thing just to meet someone local, available and appropriate. I'm still trying to figure out if cute gym guy is available, but we have a tentative intention for a training session next weekend. Maybe something will come to light then.
Dating app guy is still basically a sure thing, though, so there's that to look forward to.
I'm hiring a cleaner today for Adam and flatmate, or more to the point, for me to not come home to a dirty house.