Thursday wasn't much better and Friday I bolted for home as soon as the last bell went. I had invited Enigma over in the evening thinking Adam would be going to work and we could have a private and hopefully only mildly awkward chat. But Adam called in sick before I told him that Enigma was coming over and the whole thing was really just a bit of a fuck up. I was pretty sure that Enigma touched my hand on purpose at one point, so I returned that with a deliberate touch of his arm. God I just want a proper moment to ask him if his relationship is open. Until then, there is very subtle flirting in that safe zone that could be easily stay in the safe zone if they aren't.
But today, I'm struggling with just existing after a week of pushing through. This is a collapse day and I'm desperately hoping I can find some energy for our date night tonight. I've been so looking forward to it but I feel so terribly drained right now.
Puck is in the throes of Thanksgiving so we are just touching base once a day right now. I'm familiar with the Thanksgiving routine by now so I know he'll also be glad to have a really proper catch up once the house is empty of guests again.
Adam has been working on bookshelves for the new building and I've been doing almost precisely nothing. But it's nearly time to get ready to go out so hopefully I will feel better for getting dressed up (oh god, in what? I have nothing nice to wear lol) and going out to a new (for Adam, I went once myself) restaurant.
But today, I'm struggling with just existing after a week of pushing through. This is a collapse day and I'm desperately hoping I can find some energy for our date night tonight. I've been so looking forward to it but I feel so terribly drained right now.
Puck is in the throes of Thanksgiving so we are just touching base once a day right now. I'm familiar with the Thanksgiving routine by now so I know he'll also be glad to have a really proper catch up once the house is empty of guests again.
Adam has been working on bookshelves for the new building and I've been doing almost precisely nothing. But it's nearly time to get ready to go out so hopefully I will feel better for getting dressed up (oh god, in what? I have nothing nice to wear lol) and going out to a new (for Adam, I went once myself) restaurant.